• Bought a new bible

    Yup that's right i bought a new bible today!!
    It has a purple cover - you so know that's why i bought it! lol... :P

    Andrew Kindly helped me choose it! - It being The NIV study bible. He was trying so hard to get me to buy it he convinced himself that he needed a bible too, that's definitely someone who believes in there arguments strongly! :P

    It was probally a good move to get a new one, since my youth bible is falling to peices, ive stuck so much stuff in it! lol.. actually has cellotape on it holding the cover together! :$ Sometimes i wonder what i do to it! and the fact that im still using the youth bible as my main bible at 20, was getting a bit extreme! but yeh so... NEW BIBLE!

    WOOP WOOP! Is it wierd im this excited over a bible! ? ! ? ! Well i should be excited about the bible, but not because its new! im now actually trhinking the more i think of my youth bible, im quite attached to it! been through alot with me! hehe.

  • Check out my other blog!!

    http://kelz88.blogspot.com/

    Going to start using that as my main one!

  • Sunday = Church + weekend banter

    Well today is Sunday so that means church, sermon was good, about God commitment to us, which was good, He never leaves us, even when we think he has. =)

    Erm it’s been a busy weekend Friday I was shopping all day to find a bag, for the wedding I was at yesterday – Congrats Pat and Stephen =) They were truly made for each other! =)

    Saturday I went down to the Granton Gala day, was alright sun was shining (Woo God thanks for that!) there was ice cream, and burgers mmmmm, Our church band were playing and singing which was good, they did well considering it was outside and they didn’t have electricity till just before it.

    At night was at the reception of Gemma’s mum and dad’s wedding, utter blast =)=)=) dancing and great banter hehe, loved it, even if I did have to wear a dress.
    Okay, got to chapter 10 of Nehemiah which was good, still finding it hard to understand it… think might need to find out more about “how” to read my bible… any ideas guys?!

    Anyways off just now, be back later
    xxxx

  • S-A-E

    So yeh... was on S-A-E bebo http://www.bebo.com/-S-A-E- last night, was some good banter, aswell as some good sharing of testomany etc, was good to hear other peoples stories about how they came to God and how he contuinues to work in thier lifes. =) God is awesome! (Note: If you haven't been on the bebo - Go On!)

    Well was praying alot yesterday, well praying alot for me anyway, proabaly not alot to other people. Was good to talk to God about stuff that was effecting me and other people.

    I started reading my way through Nehemiah last night only got up to chapter 5, so will talk about it more later hopefully.

    Off out with Pete to find him a tie for Gemma's mum and dads wedding tomoz.

    Ttyl
    xx

  • Thursday

    Well today i have been working on magazine stuff... I really hit me how much prayer is important to it, I feel i get caught up so much in the end result (like i want it to relate to non Christians as well as Christians) that i forget to let God have his say... And in the end his say is most important. I cant expect the magazine to go anywhere without him, and in the end he is the best person to relate to non Christians and Christians, because you can see that in (Luke 7:36) how Jesus would go to dinner at religious leaders houses but also socialises with the sinful women. So God knows how to relate to both and if he is inspiring the articles in the magazine of course they will hit the people where they personally need it.

    I need to trust that God knows where the magazine is going and not stress over it (thats actually quite funny since we are doing a page on stress in this issue) Il take my own advice and go sing my heart out at a worship song (even though the neighbours will hate that - think they will all be at work though so thats fine)

    Shall probaly write later.
    xx

  • Haven't written in ages....

    Okay guys... how are you all?

    I haven't written in ages, apologies for that, have been really busy with magazine stuff, and worrying about the future...

    I have decided to go back to uni instead of placement this year, mainly because the placment that francley i think i would have got, was shift work and six days a week, and it would mean if I took it i'd miss church, [PUSH]+ and CU aswell as having no life. I know its selfish, but i have also really come to the conclusion that i don't want to do business as a career... I know God has me doing business for some reason, but im not sure if it is a grounding for somthing completely diffrent, God is strange that way... but hey that makes life an adventure and thats fun!!

    I think i have somewhat grown up abit in the last month, i was so self obsessed about the whole age thing i think i missed the actual point that il mature when God thinks as a person im ready for that... and now i had to take responisbility and decided uni or not it gave me that oppertunity to CHOOSE what i had to do rather than plod along.

    On another point i really need a christian outwith church to talk to about God stuff, I tink when i get to know people at church, i care to much what they think to be truely accountable about things, which could be an issue... so think some prayer will be good about that.

    At church on Sunday Ian did a sermon on the prodigal son, which was good reminds us that God never lets go of his love for us... ok i dont think that was the point he was making but i take strange things out of sermons for some reason.

    Schools were back today = haha all you young people i still have a month off. Wonder what productive thing i can do with the four weeks, I know FIND A JOB!!!!! lol.

    Ok il off just now,
    Talk laters
    Kel xxx

  • This week

    Okay on Monday, I blogged about Sunday’s sermon and what I wanted to do this week:

    1. Be aware of sinning, and when I’m about to sin and stop it!
    2. Be aware of the things I see as little sins – because all sins are equal in Gods eyes!!
    3. Pray about it all more! In fact Pray more in general.

    The outcome:

    1. I am a little more aware of my sinning, but I think I need to read the bible more so I am aware what is classified as a sin.
    2. As above, but I think I wasn’t as aware as I would have liked to be of the “little sins”
    3. Praying more… nearer the end of the week I have been praying more, but that was actually after Andrew asked if I had done these things I suddenly thought oh no I haven’t prayed more.

    This week I have been really worrying about finding a placement, and as Anne said am I being persistent in prayer about it, and asking God to really help… which I’m not sure I was doing enough so that’s what I have been doing in the latter of the week, but I have to learn to be patient as God will provide in His time. I find that hard sometimes, esp when it involves me being out of my confort zone – example – the standing on stage thing! But now I have to have faith to know that God will provide, and in time! So that is my prayer for today:

    Father you are an amazing father, with impeccable timing,

    I know I don’t have to worry that you will provide. If I am persistent in prayer you will provide what I need at this time. And so I ask you for patience to wait for when you think the time is right to help me and that your will will be done in this placement situation. I know I’m an impatient person who finds it hard to wait on your timing and I worry about it, but you tell me not to worry as I can give all my anxieties to you so I give you those and I wait as patiently as I can for your input in this situation.

    In Jesus’ name.
    Amen

    Right I’m off to do some magazine stuff… Talk to you guys later.

  • Sunday = church

    Well its Monday now, but here’s yesterdays blog kind of thing,
    Sunday = Church. Here is the order:

    Welcome
    Reading:- Psalm 103
    Come Now Is The Time To Worship
    Prayer
    Who Is Like You (1621)
    Notices/Offering:- He Is The Lord (755)
    Prayer
    I Will Come (1371)
    To God Be The Glory (559)
    Reading:- John 2:12-25
    Jesus Be The Centre (1377)
    Sermon
    From The Squalor (1239)
    Benediction.

    It was a really good service. I wasn’t really in the best attitude, I’m still finding it really hard to feel God in my life, and I know if we all listened to feelings the world would be much worse place than it already is,… and that the commitment I have with Jesus isn’t all about feelings.. At times like this I have to remember that God never gives up on me.

    I feel quite bad because I really wasn’t paying much attention in church, for many reasons and I just feel it was my worship to Jesus – and what did I do, play with an arrobas cube and laugh, not so good. If living for Jesus is being an ambassador for him, I think I well and truly failed in my task yesterday, any non-Christians in the church wouldn’t have known I had Jesus in my life.

    Ian talked about sinning in his sermon, and about how much we sin. I know I sin A LOT! And I just feel I really do need to start thinking more about what I’m doing. That is my plan for the week, to do these things:
    • Be aware of sinning, and when I’m about to sin and stop it.
    • Be aware of the things I see as little sins – because all sins are equal in Gods eyes!!
    • Pray about it all more! In fact Pray more in general.

    Ian also talked about the feelings of God and that we can bring Him joy but also make him really angry! I want to bring Him Joy in the things that I do!!! Memo to self: Do stuff to bring Joy to God!!!

    Okay that’s all for just now… Out today to cinema and then have a meeting with a guy about a thing…

  • Sunday = Church

    Okay so church this morning… Garry was leading which was nice. Order was:

    We come in Your name
    - “We have been saved by faith into your glorious name, and this is a gift of God, freely given us.”
    -
    This song really made me think about how important it is to have faith, and that God really did such an important thing for us.

    Jesus, name above all names

    - “Morning star, rising sun, lily of the valleys Rose of Sharon, Son of God Lifted up, glorified, praised through all the ages The first and last, beginning and end”
    Our God really is the first and the last, and we are such a small part of it all when you think about it, but he did such a great thing even thought we are just this little part of His big world.

    Spirit of the living God - “Spirit of the living God, fall afresh on me;”

    I think I could do with being filled anew that’s good that God continues to fill us anew, when we need it.

    Offering: In Christ alone
    - “In Christ alone my hope is found, He is my light my strength my song.”

    Jesus is where my hope is found, and I really think He has shown me light in the darker times and feelings I have been feeling lately.

    Sermon
    The Sermon was on friendship, and how Jesus is the closest friend you could have. Garry told us about the qualities a friend should have and that Jesus had them, and the mutual connection that friends have. Jesus was friends with his disciples even though they denied him and fell asleep when they should have been praying. That’s good friendship it would have been so easy for Him to think you’ze suck as friends il get new ones but he didn’t.

    What love is this
    - “What love is this that took my place instead of wrath; you poured your grace on me. What can I do but simply come and worship you? I surrender, I surrender, I surrender all to you”

    I have recently been trying to really surrender my whole life to God and I think this song really helped me to realise what can I do in light of what he’s done – I simply have to worship this amazing God for all he has done.

    I thank You for the cross - “I thank you for the cross where all my shame was laid, broken by your power banished to the grave”

    Self explanatory there I think.

    Communion

    Was a nice time to remember what Jesus did for us on the cross; dying for us and all the wrong things we do. I like communion, it’s quite symbolic to the fact that Jesus body was broken on the cross and that his blood was poured for our sins.

    What a friend we have in Jesus
    - “What a friend we have in Jesus, all our sins and griefs to bear! What a privilege to carry everything to God in prayer! O what peace we often forfeit, O what needless pain we bear, all because we do not carry everything to God in prayer.”

    Reminded me that Jesus is this amazing friend that I can go to with my problems and that he’ll help me.

    It was a really nice service and actually was just what I needed I think, in terms of church anyway.

  • Back to God

    Well today I have quite a quiet day, listened to some podcasts, and spent time with God for a change, and as much as I feel I don’t have time to do it, when I actually get into it, it is really enjoyable. I had a kind of mixed time, where I listened to some music to reflect, read a passage online which had pointers to look at and then I listened to a podcast.

    The passage I read was following on from yesterdays, about God moulding us like clay, He is the potter, about how if we rebel away from God he’d have to squash us and start again… which I find it hard to grasp, Might need more though and to re-read the passage.

    The podcast was about dating and relationships, which actually was a lot about what I already knew, but was good to hear examples. Also listened to the word4u2day, which was a good little minute to think about things that give us and instant fix like drugs or sex, and that these usually aren’t for the greater good in the long run so we should avoid them – Makes sense!

    I know my quiet time (time with God) should really be more focused, or I feel mines need to be, this mix was good, but wasn’t really a nitty-gritty thought provoking time with God. So maybe it is good to plan quiet times first. I am on the lookout for a good devotional, if any of you know of any good ones. I’d like one that would challenge me as a 20 something.

    The mix today was nice though and I feel a good way to start back into really finding time to spend with God. So yeh, that’s all for just now…

    Church tomorrow :D

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