Well just back from church, and yes i did do it! After alot of stressing before the service, i managed to pluck up the courage to do it! =)
Quite pleased with myself if im honist, felt i really faced it but hey dont think i will be any easier next time. So for that purpuse i am writting on here:
After Standing on stage to talk today at church:
1 .Nothing Bad Happened
2. People Did understand what i was saying
3. The world didnt end
4. 90people were there (according to andrew)
5. It felt amazing after it!
Thanks Everone for Prayer etc
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So proud of you.
And can I just add,you've made it into this month's quotability!
Do you have a copy of what you said?Because if don't mind,I'd like to pluck a couple of my favourite bits out [one was about how God doesn't just say oh she's messed up I'm not using her anymore...can't remember if that's exactly what it said but...?] and pop them in my quotability in this month's round up.It's cool if you'd rather I didn't put anything you said in but just let me know before the end of this month.
And again,I am so proud of you
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