I've been thinking more about maturing today, and after talking to someone who is actually i think having similar feelings on the matter... i have come to a different set of aspects on the issue, I know in theory other peoples decisions shouldn't effect my decision. But in terms of practical solutions to current issues of people around me, i will have to reconsider what i was originally thinking, if that is what best suits me well more importantly God.
I feel over the next few weeks i really am going to have to find out what God wants me to do, and listen to Him rather than hear what i want to hear... I do sometimes find it hard to give Him full control of all aspects of my life and i certainly have noticed this is one of those areas i struggle to hand over completely... He has some control, but its quite clear not all of it, He really does need to be in the driving seat... I guess its up to me to move over and let Him take over, that's a hard task.
Do you know i have been described as stubborn at least twice today, that surely says something about my personality especially when it come to letting God take control in situations where the outcome is uncertain....
Where now...
