Okay so had that meeting last night, I think that has possibly made it more clear to me in in an utter limbo stage, At one point i was treated like and adult and then as a youth, how do they expect me to mature if they keep me in this limbo stage. I know it probally wasnt meant the way i took it, it never is, is it. Its like there was two 20 year olds there... One was treated as an adult throughout and the me, I was an "older yfer" or a "push+er" HELLO Im actually a person or hadent they noticed, and one point in the meeting i probally could have left the room and no one would have noticed, i not saying that as a big headed person that part of the meeting was ment to be about the 20 somethings, like me the 5 miniuite slot at the end, and still people talked about more pressing issues such as particion walls and offerings, thats annoying.
I guess i am just going to take responsibility for me and figure a way i can mature with out the help of the church, is this really what they want thier youth to be thinking... that where do i fit? I dont think i actually fit anywhere in church or in my church? I know there will be somewhere God has plans for me to work in and being part of my church in someway is one of them... but WHERE?!?! and why do i feel so alone in my desicion making on the matter?!?
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