Do you know at one point in the meeting yesterday i actually felt so alone, in theory it was after the meeting that kinda time that people talk to there friends, and i actually stood on my own... and i stand on my own alot so im not saying that in an attention seeking way... i mean i was in a room full of people and i attually felt so alone. I dont think i have really felt that since school or maybe when i first went to college... so why did i end up feeling like that in a church in my church?!?
Am i being mellow dramatic... will someone tell me?
roynelson
i have often felt 'separate' from people.
then i realised that i was making it happen.
out of fear i refused to involve myself with others.
too many memories of past hurts.
i made a conscious decision to change.
happiness is not found in isolation.
it was difficult at first, mainly because of my little fears,
so i began to tell people how i felt.
nervous, shy, whatever.
in a short time, i no longer felt fear or shy or separate.
because i knew the simple truth - i wasnt.
make your choice, feel your fear AND do it anyway.
love+light to you+yours