Well its Monday now, but here’s yesterdays blog kind of thing,
Sunday = Church. Here is the order:

Welcome
Reading:- Psalm 103
Come Now Is The Time To Worship
Prayer
Who Is Like You (1621)
Notices/Offering:- He Is The Lord (755)
Prayer
I Will Come (1371)
To God Be The Glory (559)
Reading:- John 2:12-25
Jesus Be The Centre (1377)
Sermon
From The Squalor (1239)
Benediction.

It was a really good service. I wasn’t really in the best attitude, I’m still finding it really hard to feel God in my life, and I know if we all listened to feelings the world would be much worse place than it already is,… and that the commitment I have with Jesus isn’t all about feelings.. At times like this I have to remember that God never gives up on me.

I feel quite bad because I really wasn’t paying much attention in church, for many reasons and I just feel it was my worship to Jesus – and what did I do, play with an arrobas cube and laugh, not so good. If living for Jesus is being an ambassador for him, I think I well and truly failed in my task yesterday, any non-Christians in the church wouldn’t have known I had Jesus in my life.

Ian talked about sinning in his sermon, and about how much we sin. I know I sin A LOT! And I just feel I really do need to start thinking more about what I’m doing. That is my plan for the week, to do these things:
• Be aware of sinning, and when I’m about to sin and stop it.
• Be aware of the things I see as little sins – because all sins are equal in Gods eyes!!
• Pray about it all more! In fact Pray more in general.

Ian also talked about the feelings of God and that we can bring Him joy but also make him really angry! I want to bring Him Joy in the things that I do!!! Memo to self: Do stuff to bring Joy to God!!!

Okay that’s all for just now… Out today to cinema and then have a meeting with a guy about a thing…