This week

Okay on Monday, I blogged about Sunday’s sermon and what I wanted to do this week:

1. Be aware of sinning, and when I’m about to sin and stop it!
2. Be aware of the things I see as little sins – because all sins are equal in Gods eyes!!
3. Pray about it all more! In fact Pray more in general.

The outcome:

1. I am a little more aware of my sinning, but I think I need to read the bible more so I am aware what is classified as a sin.
2. As above, but I think I wasn’t as aware as I would have liked to be of the “little sins”
3. Praying more… nearer the end of the week I have been praying more, but that was actually after Andrew asked if I had done these things I suddenly thought oh no I haven’t prayed more.

This week I have been really worrying about finding a placement, and as Anne said am I being persistent in prayer about it, and asking God to really help… which I’m not sure I was doing enough so that’s what I have been doing in the latter of the week, but I have to learn to be patient as God will provide in His time. I find that hard sometimes, esp when it involves me being out of my confort zone – example – the standing on stage thing! But now I have to have faith to know that God will provide, and in time! So that is my prayer for today:

Father you are an amazing father, with impeccable timing,

I know I don’t have to worry that you will provide. If I am persistent in prayer you will provide what I need at this time. And so I ask you for patience to wait for when you think the time is right to help me and that your will will be done in this placement situation. I know I’m an impatient person who finds it hard to wait on your timing and I worry about it, but you tell me not to worry as I can give all my anxieties to you so I give you those and I wait as patiently as I can for your input in this situation.

In Jesus’ name.
Amen

Right I’m off to do some magazine stuff… Talk to you guys later.