Okay guys... how are you all?
I haven't written in ages, apologies for that, have been really busy with magazine stuff, and worrying about the future...
I have decided to go back to uni instead of placement this year, mainly because the placment that francley i think i would have got, was shift work and six days a week, and it would mean if I took it i'd miss church, [PUSH]+ and CU aswell as having no life. I know its selfish, but i have also really come to the conclusion that i don't want to do business as a career... I know God has me doing business for some reason, but im not sure if it is a grounding for somthing completely diffrent, God is strange that way... but hey that makes life an adventure and thats fun!!
I think i have somewhat grown up abit in the last month, i was so self obsessed about the whole age thing i think i missed the actual point that il mature when God thinks as a person im ready for that... and now i had to take responisbility and decided uni or not it gave me that oppertunity to CHOOSE what i had to do rather than plod along.
On another point i really need a christian outwith church to talk to about God stuff, I tink when i get to know people at church, i care to much what they think to be truely accountable about things, which could be an issue... so think some prayer will be good about that.
At church on Sunday Ian did a sermon on the prodigal son, which was good reminds us that God never lets go of his love for us... ok i dont think that was the point he was making but i take strange things out of sermons for some reason.
Schools were back today = haha all you young people i still have a month off. Wonder what productive thing i can do with the four weeks, I know FIND A JOB!!!!! lol.
